Week Seventeen

Not a great week by any account... I had a mandatory training on Saturday morning so I was unable to weigh in or attend WW that day so decided to weigh in on Thursday night. Now I know why I weigh in on Saturday mornings... I haven't eaten anything yet and also haven't been chasing kids around all day getting swollen/bloated. I gained 0.8 lbs. And who knows, maybe I did gain weight. I haven't had a gain yet. I've been following the eating properly but still not exercising enough. I may sign up to do a 5K with a coworker so maybe that will help. I just don't know how to get motivated to do the things I need to. I got off work early twice this last week (and had Monday off) and only wrote a little of my personal statement and no exercise.

That's another story in and of itself... Work is becoming more and more of a challenge to go to... I begin to dread going back every Sunday at about 6 PM. I know I'm supposed to go to graduate school and that's why I can't find a job I like but I can't even get another remedial job I slightly dislike less??? I've put in applications... nothing. One job I figured I had a pretty good in for (my friend is a manager there)... nothing. I guess maybe this is where the motivation is supposed to be coming from for me to apply to grad school???

No pic this week. I wasn't even going to post but I wanted to complain. Let's hope this week goes by faster...