Weeks Forty-two and Forty-three

I could have sworn I posted last week. I remember typing it but maybe I didn't? Anyway, it's not there so I'll enter my weigh in results again. I gained 1.4 pounds in week Forty-two and lost 1.2 week forty-three. Always up and down! I was eating whatever I wanted prior to week forty-one though so it's not too surprising. I went to WW on Tuesday this week but tried to go last Thursday and had missed the regular meeting so just weighed in and left. I'm going to have to find another day this week since Tuesday is a holiday here and meetings are closed that day. I also get the day off work so that's another plus! I'm really tired and getting up at 5 AM is starting to take it's toll... 

Nothing else really new to report. I have about three and a half weeks left at work. Which is exciting but is causing me some anxiety at the same time. I should probably start applying for things on campus soon. It's weird to be going back but I'm excited to be making positive steps forward in my life, rather than the sedentary point it has been lately. I'll maybe take a pic next week but no promises. 

Disenchanment

This is going to be a different kind of post since I have been eating whatever I want this week and didn't go to WW at all... But I need to get my feelings out and since nobody reads this, I won't have to be too embarrassed about it later ;).

I've decided that I've grown really disenchanted with my life lately. Well not just lately, it's been going on for quite some time. I was really excited to move out of state again and was looking forward to that next big adventure... But now I'm not doing that anymore. I am going back to school but I'm still living at home, going to the same singles ward, and until August sometime, going to the same job I dislike. I realize my life could always be worse but I'm ready for it to be different. I know firsthand that moving out of state doesn't solve all of your problems, but I feel like I have nothing to look forward to anymore. I've already decided that I need to develop a new hobby but what?

Week Forty!

So I decided to start attending WW on Tuesday evenings since I can no longer attend on Saturday mornings and as I've mentioned before, weighing in at night means you weigh more than when you weigh in the morning. When I weigh in the morning, I haven't eaten anything yet and am not bloated from being on my feet all day. Therefore when I gained 1.2 (the exact amount I lost last week), I wasn't totally surprised. I weighed myself on Wednesday morning and weighed several pounds less so I wasn't too worried.

My friend and I went to City Creek last night and decided to eat at the Cheesecake Factory. This was a dangerous decision and I decided to be very gluttonous... I ordered the Macaroni and Cheese burger. This was fried mac and cheese in cheese sauce on top of a burger. It was delicious but I was so sick all night that it was definitely not worth it! We will also see what the scale has in store for me this week...

I'm excited for the upcoming Independence Day holiday! My favorite holiday! I'm a little sad though since the state is currently on fire, we won't be doing fireworks this year. Oh well. I'm still very grateful for the country that I live in and the freedoms it affords me. Happy Independence Day!