Weeks 10-12

Happy Easter everyone! I hope you've all had a great day and haven't eaten too much chocolate (I haven't yet but there's still time!)...
I didn't go to weight watchers this week but went and weighed in last week and had gained 2 pounds... Wow. I don't know what happened to my motivation and will power but I can't seem to get it back. I have a new resolve to make this week better though. My clothes are starting to not fit and I'm feeling fat. I hate that feeling.

Yes Grumpy Cat, I get it. You don't need to tell me... I was planning on wearing a skirt to church today that I had worn recently and it almost didn't zip up. So I will eat my Easter goodies tonight and give the rest away tomorrow. I'm also thinking of taking up weight lifting again. I need to do something. I'm starting to get those Relief Society arms (the fat that is where your biceps are supposed to be). Anyway, I did manage to take a photo today: 

I don't know what's up my cheesy photos lately either... 

Week Nine

After splurging the week before (my birthday week), I was much more refocused on weight loss. I weighed in on Friday and had only gained 0.2. Which was pretty good considering the amount of eating out/cake I had eaten the week before. I fell off a little over the weekend so we'll see what this week brings...

This week is Spring Break and I'm determined to get more accomplished over spring break than I did fall break... Fall Break I pretty much just worked and slept. But so far this week I have filed my taxes, completed my FAFSA for next year, applied for some phlebotomy jobs and worked on some extra credit. I also started training to food run at work. That should hopefully get me some more money while I'm waiting to find a clinical job. I love how schools expect you to maintain a 4.0 in all science classes, volunteer all of your time, and have a full-time clinical job in order to get into their nursing programs. Oh well. I guess if you want something badly enough, you have to do what it takes to get it.

Weeks four through eight

I should probably apologize for a few things in my last post. The first being the fact that I said it would be a small rant and then posted a novel. The second being that I said I would post about weight loss on Sunday and never did. The third is that I probably over-reacted. Okay, let's be honest... It was probably some major PMS.
But today I'm here to post about weight loss (or the lack thereof). This week was my birthday so I ate whatever I wanted whenever I wanted. I also didn't weigh in. And I'm feeling fat. I even took a pic today and couldn't seem to get a good one. My face (amongst other things) is  looking much thicker . I need to get refocused and get back to losing weight again. I didn't weigh in this week but did last week for the first time in 3 or 4 weeks and had gained 0.8. Which isn't too bad for having gone that long without attending WW and I'm sure I didn't track much during that time. NO MORE! I know I keep saying that but I'm paying $40 a month and for what?! To keep gaining weight? I have also already lost this weight. It's frustrating, but I know that I have only myself to blame and all I can do is be better tomorrow and the subsequent days after.

Here was my pic from today. All the ones that I was smiling or just looking straight on were horrible so the goofy faced one won out today:

And since that one was so bad, here is one of me from my birthday party this last weekend with one of my friends: